Drama...........

Would things have really been so different
Would the world really have been so shaken
If when I were a much younger
I had chosen the road not taken

Would the days have been any the brighter
Or the nights darker than they are
Would I still have lived in such obscurity
Or shined brighter than any star

It does little good to wonder Of things
that might have been
For who, and what I have become
I must live with in the end


Though life could have been much better
All in all I do not feel forsaken
I count the blessings that I have
And cry not of the road not taken



My head is spinning! It's not an altogether unpleasant feeling, but nonetheless I find it difficult to concentrate. There is so much going on in Italy, and my little head cannot fully grasp or savour all of what is going on around me. So many intricate relationships, so many arguments. I will have to become accustomed to the speed of life here. I played on the harp for hours on end the evening before, playing the welsh songs and calming myself down listening to the familiar thrum of the string against my finger.

For the first time since leaving home, I am confident that this road was right for me. I am enjoying my new skin, and have learnt to fight. I have also learnt a very important lesson. I dare not speak it even to my own heart.

Drama, melodrama, arguments, fighting and making up again. Italians are passionate, resolved and confusing!

My Irish sister has been in the middle of most of the tumult, her and Felix. We have an agreement, I don't understand him, he doesn't understand me, all good there. All I can do is be here for her when she needs me as a good friend should be. Her life is her own and she has her own roads to follow. I know that she will probably break some hearts on the way, I just hope they are not her families. At least I have my first credit card to keep me happy from trouble, that and my new Bugatti.....

I'm all partied out and yet I continue, and am getting to know myself more each day. F1 weekend this weekend should be very forthcoming