When a heart breaks, it don't break even

So close no matter how far

couldn't be much more from the heart

forever trusting who we are

and nothing else matters

never opened myself this way
life is ours, we live it our way

all these words I don't just say

and nothing else matters

trust I seek and I find in you

every day for us something new
open mind for a different view

and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

-Nothing Else Matters, Mettalica

A day of complete extremes. Loss and then Joy. I sent a final letter home today and it broke my heart. I don't know if mam will ever get over it, and I am so selfish for tearing her heart out, but she's so much stronger than I. I asked for my possessions, even though I had very few. My journals and manuscripts. I also wished for her to visit me. But she will not. I will optimistically keep hoping that one day, maybe.

I'm also in shock, having been accepted as a member of the general guard of the Volturi. This means that I'll be working to uphold the Laws of our kind. The bitter sweet feeling of having lost one family I held so dear, to being accepted into the heart of a prestigious royal family. I am in awe and still dumbfounded as to why they would choose a small insignificant Welshgirl. Iesu Gwyn, give me strength to be able to prove myself worthy to them.

My New Family

Whom We Serve

Aro, Head of the Volturi, Married to Sulpicia
He's a cool guy really but really intimidating when you first meet him

He can read your thoughts just by touching you, which is very cool btw

Caius, brother to Aro Married to Athenodora

He's sort of the crazy warring man in the bunch . He doesn't really like

Peace in our time


Marcus, brother in law to Aro. He was married to Didyme Aro's sister, but she died a violent death :(

Always looks "quite bored"

Volturi Guards

For the time being these guys are my mentors, and the reason I want to fight

Ren, Ok if I were writing for Society magazine, This is where I would start

This woman is the glue in the backbone of the guard, owns a million pairs of shoes, oh, and she is a pretty impressive shield-what more could you ask?

Santiago, Ren's other half, he has the power to mimic other peoples abilities. I have one word for this man Adorable (sorry Ren!) but I am very glad he is on my side when I get to fight

Alec and Jane or the twins. These two are really death on legs even though they look like cherubim. Alec has the ability to numb, Jane to inflict excrutiating pain. Man, I'm never breaking any laws.




Corin, ahhh bless him. My F1 loving (familiar?) Big brother. He's a smoosh head but I love him. He's got the ability to teleport which is pretty cool. He's also madly in love with one of the most amazing non Volturi women ever MaryBethune-watch this space, she is soon to become our sister on Law.

Demitri, he's been busy really since I arrived, but he seems quite pleasant. He's English, so it makes me feel more at home. He's also one of the most amazing trackers in the history of Our kind. Pretty hot too huh?





Felix,aka Scarymutha if you saw this guy on a dark night you'd sprint in the other direction. He scared the living daylights out of me my first few days in Volterra, now? Well I hope he's warming to me now I'm family...

Chelsea, as we know did a stupid thing and died.

I'm yet to meet Afton, he was sent off to greive by aro

Oh, and Helen send me a pic when you have one and I'll do an awesome Bio for you too, Finally


Beth, rentagob with a heart. For what I lack in height I make up in noise. Oh, and Nothing Else Matters

So, I have my robes, a party is planned, and then to work. Back to my roots, serving a Master. First though to get to grips with those pesky laws.........